i just don’t know…
Zane is leaving soon. Like this week soon, and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I HAVE to get my license, I mean I planned on it anyway, but now it’s absolutely needed. I have to get a job, but he doesn’t want me to just babysit again cause it’s only $900 a month. He’ll be making $1800 a WEEK. haha. But I’d rather babysit and have a BLAST working everyday, than get a job I hate! I really don’t want to continue living at his mom’s house without him here, but in all honesty, I don’t really have anywhere else to go.
i don’t know what I’m going to do. first on my list is the license. sara doesn’t need a babysitter for about a month so i have a little time to figure out if that’s what i want to do or not. i probably wont move, because not only can i not afford it right now, we don’t have any furniture or anything anymore, so if I moved into an apartment, it’d be empty…
the next month is going to be rough, but i’ll figure something out.
COME TO TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

