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Wed, 21 Oct 2009 22:23:27 -0500

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sock flower (via ohdearbarb)

I am happy to say

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 21:27:20 -0500

that I am officially OK with her being out of my life! I wish she was out of his life too, but that will never happen now.

who are we speaking of??

One year ago today..

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 07:13:47 -0500

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I had a talk with my husband about how bad I wanted a baby. We got in a fight over how bad he wanted to wait.

Little did either of us know, that I was already pregnant.

Little did either of us know, that 3 days later I was going to lose that baby.

Little did either of us know, that 5 days later I would almost be dead.

Little did either of us know, that my heart would be broken for the rest of my life.

Little did either of us know, that our first child was never going to make it.

Little did either of us know, that a year later I wouldn’t have heald one tiny little bit.

Little did either of us know, that a year later I would still be crying my eyes out every time I thought about what happened.

Little does anyone know that right now, I almost wish I did die rather than have to deal with this alone.

I hate my life right now. I’m going to go hide in my closet for the next week.

Honey….I know you are struggling. I don’t know how to help. Just know a few things.

1. I LOVE YOU!!

2. I am always here for you!

3. You are so strong!

4. You are BEAUTIFUL!

5. You are amazingly awesome!

I love you Kare Bear!! Stay stong. Remember, you are NOT alone. You have many people that love you SO MUCH!

xoxoxoxox

Crossed off what I've done.

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 21:03:17 -0500

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ranga-sauce:

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
~~Smoked cigarettes.~~
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
~~Collected something really stupid.~~
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
~~Snorted cocaine.~~
~~Failed a class.~~
~~Smoked weed.~~
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
~~Been in a car accident.~~
~~Been in a tornado.~~
~~Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid)~~.
~~Watched someone die~~.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
~~Cut yourself.~~
~~Had a best friend.~~
~~Lost someone you loved.~~
~~Shoplifted something.~~
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
~~Gone to a different country.~~
~~Dropped out of school.~~
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
~~Fired a gun.~~
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
~~And a lemonade stand.~~
~~Actually made money at the lemonade stand.~~
~~Been in a school play.~~
~~Been fired from a job.~~
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
~~Voted for American/Australian Idol.~~
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
~~Loved someone you couldn’t have.~~
~~Wondered about your sexuality.~~
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
~~Had a drug or alcohol problem.~~
~~Been in a fist fight.~~
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
~~Petted a wild animal.~~
~~Used a credit card.~~
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
~~Been on the Honor Roll.~~
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
~~Taken pictures with a webcam.~~
~~Started a fire.~~
~~Had a party while your parents weren’t home.~~
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

vicious-delicious: Ordered by most used (make your own): love...

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 18:17:20 -0500

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Ordered by most used (make your own):
love cupcakes cupcake haha time onlycupcakes little people reblog night superbarbs fycupcakes pretty cause feel happy cute wish zane buriedrumors look hate cake getting picture freakin life damn yeah effinrockinsocks

:D lookie me!!

vicious-delicious: How weird is it that I think my brother in...

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 22:14:05 -0500

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How weird is it that I think my brother in law is handsome? Cause he is… I mean I DID have a crush on him first, and he is part of the reason I even met Zane…

HOT DAMN!!!!!!

@ this moment...

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 22:50:01 -0500

vicious-delicious:

effinrockinsocks:

vicious-delicious:

i am hungry

there are too many people i hate at my house

i am stuck in my bedroom, alone, as usual

i miss my husband, severely

i am disgusted with myself

i am not happy :/

@ this moment

I MISS YOU

I LOVE YOU

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU

I AM ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!!!

thanks darlin… :]

anytime love!!! :]

@ this moment...

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 22:41:14 -0500

vicious-delicious:

i am hungry

there are too many people i hate at my house

i am stuck in my bedroom, alone, as usual

i miss my husband, severely

i am disgusted with myself

i am not happy :/

@ this moment

I MISS YOU

I LOVE YOU

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU

I AM ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!!!

vicious-delicious: cupcakejunkie: (via Sugar & Meringue /...

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 23:52:27 -0500

vicious-delicious:

cupcakejunkie:

(via Sugar & Meringue / Flying Time Designs)

for my mandie

aww, thanks!! Love you

(via fuckyeahredhair) DAMN, I got robbed on my babies! I want...

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 17:12:29 -0500

(via fuckyeahredhair)

DAMN, I got robbed on my babies! I want a red head SO bad!! :(

vicious-delicious: kyleburns: so egg-cited for this tour! what...

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:47:37 -0500

vicious-delicious:

kyleburns:

so egg-cited for this tour!

what is with all these tours NOT coming to OREGON, or even WASHINGTON. i’m so mad right now…

yeah, but there are FOUR in Texas. One more reason you need to come visit

my heart hurts :/

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 18:53:10 -0500

vicious-delicious:

i hate this. i am already depressed and he’s still here.

:/ COME TO TEXAS!!! :( I LOVE YOU and will help you

i just don't know...

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:41:26 -0500

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Zane is leaving soon. Like this week soon, and I don’t know what I’m going to do. I HAVE to get my license, I mean I planned on it anyway, but now it’s absolutely needed. I have to get a job, but he doesn’t want me to just babysit again cause it’s only $900 a month. He’ll be making $1800 a WEEK. haha. But I’d rather babysit and have a BLAST working everyday, than get a job I hate! I really don’t want to continue living at his mom’s house without him here, but in all honesty, I don’t really have anywhere else to go.

i don’t know what I’m going to do. first on my list is the license. sara doesn’t need a babysitter for about a month so i have a little time to figure out if that’s what i want to do or not. i probably wont move, because not only can i not afford it right now, we don’t have any furniture or anything anymore, so if I moved into an apartment, it’d be empty…

the next month is going to be rough, but i’ll figure something out.

COME TO TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am having the strongest craving for

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:50:46 -0500

vicious-delicious:

those pizza flavored doritos and some yummy cheese sauce…

someone please bring me some…

move to Texas for awhile and I will get them whenever you want!! :D

i am not ready...

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:50:14 -0500

vicious-delicious:

well it’s official.

My husband is moving to Alaska for a while. To work. The money will be helpful, but I just am not ready for him to leave. And he’s leaving soon, like in less than a week. :/

UGH. I am so not ready for this.

Be ready for a LONG period of depression…

you will be ok!! You can come to Texas and live with me while he is gone!! :)

paulinaohhh: dzanalanalee: (via maluna) story of my life

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:49:41 -0500

paulinaohhh:

dzanalanalee:

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story of my life

Moving to Texas would be nice...

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:42:46 -0500

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because I would love to be able to spend so much time with my Mandie Pants… but, it’s just not in the cards right now… :/ Who knows, I may be moving to Alaska in the next month. Probably not, but Zane might be anyway…

I say you let Zane move to Alaska, pack some bags and come stay here while he is gone. I sure could use your help right now!! :)

has anyone ever...

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:41:00 -0500

vicious-delicious:

…you know when you first wake up, or first move after sitting for a long time and you stretch… and sometimes your muscle tightens up really bad and it hurts like a bitch… i did that this morning, and it still hurts really bad. i’ve been limping all day, and i had to sit down during my shower cause i was standing on it too long :/

has that happened to anyone else? i tried to explain it to Zane but he’s like “you’re crazy, i have no idea what you speak of” [[yes he talks like a spaz sometimes..]]

Muscle cramp. most likely in your calf, right? Eat a banana, a potassium defiency can cause that. Also, being dehydrated. Drink lots of water with the banana. Depending on how long the cramp holds, it can leave a knot in your muscle. Massage it out, put some moist heat on it, it will get better!! :) love you

don't worry about it mandie pants,

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:48:39 -0500

vicious-delicious:

it’s not a big deal, and you have so much more to worry about.. i just get annoyed with everyone here. i need a job SO BAD so i can move out. I’ve told Cindy multiple times that I can’t stand Josh and that I at least need a week or so break from him, but she wont make him leave. I don’t understand him. He bitches and freaks out at Bobby and Lea for not cleaning on their days and he usually ends up doing their chores. But he still stays here and deals with it everyday. They seriously fight NON STOP any time bobby is out of his bedroom. And Josh doesn’t have a room, so he’s in the living room 24-7 which means no one else can go out there… I am just so sick and tired of living this way :/

but I love you and hate it when you’re upset!! I’m sorry you have to live there! wish you could move HERE!!

I don't understand why people always yell at Roxie and lock her in the house when she barks?

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:31:05 -0500

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She’s a freakin’ DOG! What is she suppose to do? Meow?

Yeah I locked her in the bedroom once because she was barking CONSTANTLY for like 30 minutes when the neighbor was working on the fence. But now when she barks ONCE I don’t understand why you RUN to the backyard to freak out like she’s murdering babies or something… it’s ridiculous.

I have to listen to you argue with your brother and YELL and CUSS at the top of your lungs for 30 minutes EVERY day about the same damn shit, but my dog barking ONCE is too much for you to handle?

FUCK YOU! Seriously, go home. You don’t live here anyway, you were here to hang out with Bean when he lived here, but Bean doesn’t live here anymore. I can’t stand your cocky bitchy little fat ass attitude anymore. All you do is lay on the WHOLE couch so there’s no room for anyone else, and bitch about everything.

I am so tired of this. Life was suppose to get easier and better when we moved here, but now I am just pissed off, annoyed and locked in my bedroom all the time.

sorry my love!! :/